Everybody sez that it's okay to go out with Q-Girl; it's fine to see a girl without really being emotionaly invested in her. Something about that just doesn't sit right with me. This is just a small-scale, kill-some-time relationship, but I think what's bothering me is that I'm disappointed in myself. I feel like I'm settling, even though I know with absolute certainty that this relationship will come to a definite end, at the very latest, when I move. I think she likes me a lot more than I like her, but that's not what's bothering me; I'm not exactly sure why, I'm just vaguely disappointed with myself.